I can’t believe I already have to start working again. My baby is only six months old!
I think it’s good for me to get out of the house, be in another role than a mom, be more social, etc. But I’m going to miss him so so much. <3
I just survived my first week back at work, and it’s so tough getting used to the routines again. But I’m trying not to stress too much about it, cause it makes sense, and I just have to be patient with myself. I’ll take it one day at a time and figure out what works best for me, so I can perform well at work while still being present with my baby and spending quality time with him. <3
This maternity leave has been amazing, overwhelming, challenging, and just pure joy all at once. It’s such a beautiful emotional rollercoster. I think all first-time parents can relate to that. Everything is new and you feel insecure and just want to make sure you’re doing your best for your baby, and that you are the best for your baby.
I think the most challenging part was all the struggles I had with my body after birth. The stitches didn’t heal until the fourth week… it was so painful. Also because of carpal tunnel syndrome, my hands weren’t working properly, and I think that was the most frustrating part. The lack of sleep was expected, so that wasn’t a big deal, but the combination of not feeling physically okay to take care of our baby and not getting enough sleep… my god. -.-
But with that said, it’s all worth it. When I see our son smile, I forget all the worries in the world! I would do it all over again just for those moments, and for him in general. It’s truly so worth it.
As mentioned; I started work this week, and it’s tough, but I’m trying to stay positive. Luckily, I do love my job and that makes everything a bit easier. :P haha
I’m so grateful for this maternity leave. I’ve grown and evolved so much, and it’s also been a healing process in itself in a way. It’s such a beautiful journey. I have no words to explain how magical and tough it is at the same time! I will cherish these moments forever. The amount of love I feel for this tiny human is unbelievable. I didn’t know I could feel this way. I feel so blessed and grateful <3
